No game has ever come close to how frustrating League is lately

I feel like this game has urned into a huge shitshow.

For the majority of the season i played Flex queue and Normal games. My experience with Flex was terrible. It was imbalanced matchmakingwise, half of the players took it seriously and flamed the living shit out of everyone else while the other half didn't give a single fuck about the game mode and built shit like attack speed Braum. I never understood the reason behind Flex queue's existence and thought it was an incredibly 'unfun' and flawed game mode. It was a collection of trolls and flamers. But i had hope. I had hope that once i start playing Solo/Duo it will be better. So i started playing it.

It got worse. What the game has turned into lately is just ridiculous. I don't remember a single SoloQ game that wasn't a huge snowball clownfiesta (without the winning team purposefully throwing the game). Each and every game has feeders. Every game. If i lose a game i lose because our team had someone or in many occasions multiple players feed their ass off. If i win i win because the enemy team had their players go 0/7. It's always the same shit every game is a huge stomp and it's not fun. The meta is not allowing strategic flexibility to occur. If bot lost the team lost. Every fucking game. Every game is either botlane getting incredibly fed by themselves or if they can't do it their team can just collapse on the enemy botlane to win the game.

Opposing mid goes missing you ping SS and stay to deny creeps and push but bot doesn't go back under turret? Game over guys better luck next time. One fucking dive can decide the whole game.

The matchmaking system is shit. I have had complete first timers appear in my ranked games countless times just to feed their ass off. I have had bronze players on my side fight against gold 4 - gold 2 teams. And i had complete retards put up against me as well. It's not fun. Losing because of a teammates inability to even stay alive for longer than 2 minutes is not fun. Winning because of the enemy being ridiculously bad is not fun either. I am fine with me feeding sometimes. I know i lost that game. But i am not fine with having a feeder in the team every game i lose.

Before i strated playing League i was a hardcore CS:GO player. There was something in this game that was so satisfying. Individual skill had its own reward in that game. You gained a little more rank if you carried your team and lost a little less if you were good despite the team losing in the end. This game doesn't reward individual performance. If i win lane, splitpush, rotate and get shutdowns why do i get the same MMR / LP loss as the guy that went0/4 then gave up and started running down his lane?

I have had such a passion for this game. And it's breaking my heart now. It has turned into some disgusting abomination.