Ranked: Why am I always on the losing team 4 of 5 times?
Its a bit of a loaded question, one natural repose could be "you suck Kraythax and every team loses because of you" but I don't think that is the case. Sure there ARE games which I suck and I'm willing to say that with no reservations, I also eval what I could have done better and try to improve. However there are also games where I do great, I play Soraka and hold the lane, protect my ADC and they are far ahead in CS or I support them getting kills even when they are being bonkers crazy tower diving and taking risks. But in these games we can hold the tower, hold the lane, come out ahead and mid will collapse or top will collapse, the enemy will feed, snowball and it will be all she wrote.
Same for the jungle, I can have excellent clear, good counter jungle and be perfect with my CS and I roam into mid lane in my clear route, the mid lane is not pressed enough but I can toss in a backstab or attack to push the opponent out of lane then go on doing my clear because I am not tower diving at level 3. Problem is my mid laner goes all in, tower dives, dies then goes on tilt berating me for "WTF JG?????" Indeed if I were to believe the chat, every loss is always my fault in jungle. Top lane feeds urgot 5/0? Only because "jungler didt gank nub!" Mid lane dives and dies, "Nub jungler didn't help." ADC tower dives tanking tower and 2 champs and its "WTF raka no heal???"
So I would grant this will happen regularly and I'm ok with that. Learning is a process. The question is why 4 of 5 games am I on the losing team. Is something to do with matchmaking? Is there some magic mechanic that says put this guy with the worst possible players? You would think in a truly random system I would be relatively evenly balanced teaming with feeders and killers but it seems to me that isn't the case. Do I have to start a new account? Id rather not, I have bought a lot of champs with $ and don't want to start over.
So, I know asking this on the internet is roughly like wearing a target on your back and taking a stroll in a war zone but still, any constructive comments or ideas?