Rant about league of legends solo queue

I'm honestly starting to think I should stop caring about winning. I should honestly just fuck around all game and I'll win because someone else on my team wants to win. I just got out of a 47 min game with the highest gold damage and cs in the game. I had 9k more gold than everyone. But since I had a jax with 14k damage and a score of 4-10 who refused to help us do anything, I couldn't do much with my lead . Their team just focused me and I bought so many resistances but it didn't matter since our adc was doing 0 damage when he played jhin sat in the back and missed every ulti.

I ended the game with a 23-12 score and was honored by the enemy team for trying my ass off . I lost that game . I didn't deserve to lose. I was working my ass off to carry two other people who could give 0 shits about winning or playing. Just a jungle who sat afk in the jungle and suicided over and over.

Where's the competitive integrity in this game? Where the fairness? All 5 people on their team were working hard to push and take very objective while I was stuck 3v5inf and trying to command two people)l( that being a 5-9 mid and a 2-8 supp)

What a nerve wrecking game tbh. Can't believe that jax who has scores of 3-14 in the past 8 games has made it to his Elo just by spamming 800 games of wukong .