Reality Message for anyone who plays this game more than they should
**Please do not move this thread, this has EVERYTHING to do with gameplay. Moving this thread will cause a lot of harm that could have been prevented. **
I love gaming. I absolutely love it.
I went from runescape to WoW to 2moons to S.U.N to Cabal to Tera to Black Desert to League of legends.
Let me tell you something.
Stop fucking dedicating your life to games. Your parents telling you to get off the computer... Thats not a fucking ''just worried'' statement. Thats them telling you you will regret it..
My brother who's a lot older told me and screamed at me once. Told me ''your going to be jealous of your friends... you'll see one day''
I'm 21 years old and i dont work and im not even going to school full time. Matter of fact im retaking Calc 3 because i dropped it mid semester due to excessive gaming making me not understand shit and failing tests. And im also retaking Chemistry ( My 3rd time ) because you know why? Because i didnt give a fuck.
Im young as hell, 21 years old and already complaining? Listen. My best friend since 13 is graduating next year as an engineer at 22. And you know what? ima be in the same fuckin footsteps until im 25 and graduate You know why? Because gaming. Because im a fucking idiot and let this shit take over my life.
I dont like school. I think working for 8 dollars an hour is an idiot move and i'd rather not make anything instead.
Lazy? Idiotic? Stupid? Yeah thats me. But you know why im putting this message out there? Honestly?
Theres one fuckin reason. I wish my dad busted my computer and told me to stop fuckin doing this and made me get a job.. But he didnt.
The only reason im explaining this shit? Because its a disease. You know when you take alcohol away from an alcoholic and they feel the side effects and life feels different?
Yeah thats happening to me. When i dont game i feel like shit, i feel horrible and like life is different. Im getting that reality check that fortunately people get when they hit 25+ and have been doing a lot worse shit..
I just hope i can change one of you man.. Even if your 16 or 17 dont let games get to your head... This isnt my main account. My main is P2 and i have 740k mastery points on caitlyn
When i see that number... 740k... It makes me fucking depressed... People say 100k is a lot and i dont even remember playing caitlyn 100 times...
I know some of you are going to say ''fuckin loser, moderation, i game a lot and have a life'' Yeah well our experiences are different. Maybe i was just born a fuck up.
But one things for sure, My best friend thats going to have his gown and get that engineering career next year... Meanwhile im going to TRY <--- (ATTEMPT ) to transfer to that same school hes in right now... Ima feel like fuckin shit seeing him in that gown and knowing i have 3 years MORE after next year to do what he just finished.. And hes my best fuckin friend same age....
I hope one of you realizes man.. Just one of you reads this.
Goodluck man.. happy gaming