Wow, gold 5? I genuinely think that you should be happy about your ''rank'', since not that much people can even cross the Silver elo borderline. Honestly though, nobody really cares about Ranked anymore. It's just......not that important. Yeah, sometimes people do really bad in Ranked, other times Ms. Luck just seemed to be sitting on their lap. I recommend just playing Blind Pick and just enjoy the game. Play with friends. The point in LoL is to just relax and chill and make friends and those kind of things, not being extremely competitive and stress over something like ''rankings'' and shit like that. Doing extremely bad and everybody's salty? Take a break and eat some pizzas! Feeding like crazy because your body is numb-er than sleeping 8 hours straight on your right leg and it feels like Zeus dabbing on your leg and doing kage bunshin no jutsu? Leave the room and get fresh airs, do those exercise thingy that you jump, squat, push-ups, squash, then jump up again and repeat. Stretch!
Ever since I first played LoL, the moment I hit level 30, I was super excited to play Ranked and thought I was one of those ''naturally-talented LCS-level LoL player'' and played my first 10 ranked game. Ploop, 0 W 10 L, 10 games straight of master yi without a break, salted, reported, dead. I got extremely depressed and cried for days while making pepe memes. A year later, tried again. Horrible internet, since my mom ''recently'' plopped out a son, this geeky bro of mine uses insane amount of internet. iPad, toys, xBox, auto fish aquarium, it's ridiculous how spoiled he is. All I need is a computer, internet, and Fruit Snacks to keep me alive, while this kid needs more than a nuclear radioactive factory can produce.
Anyway, as both game dropped me down into Bronze 5 like an atomic bomb, I knew my gaming career as a LoL player was over and I should go back to the path of creating the pure Meme-losopher's Stone. But, a spark of hope was borned. My friends. Families. Cousins. Chihuahua. Doggo does a hope. I realized this game wasn't about how good you are or how better you are comparing to other players. This game isn't being the best (nor it's being the worst, either). It's about having FUN (mb if that's a bit cheesy y0), and laughs and be untroubled. To temporarily escape from reality and pleasured in virtual reality. Ever since, I decided to **never play Ranked again. Ever. ** It's just a waste of time, people misjudging me and thinking those 10 stupid games will decided my 1000 matches.
What people doesn't realizes, is that those pointless 10 games, out of your countless efforts and time putted into League, those 10 pesky little games doesn't tell them the story about you. The routes you take. The smile you've had. The tears you've flowned. The keyboards you've smashed out of anger as broken mages 100 to 0 one-shotted you. Remember, there's no way a few nuisance Ranked games determines who you really are. Find a friend, someone special, share lots and lots of moments with them. And they'll be the one that you dears the most, share memories the most, knows your true self the most. Rank. Does. Not. Matter. Period.
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''Kids these days. They think it's a competition to have the most friends. ONE is enough. Even if it's just one person, find someone COMPLETE UNIQUE.''_ -Yato from Noragami 
, so I make it a priority to ban him.
as you climb they are weaker. and you can most likely can see if not know why. so maybe as you try to improve you play more well rounded champs that arent so linear in gameplay.
so i dont care if i get kills as long as i get the asst and i can get my laners fed. if i am ahead and i gank a lane that is losing( yes i do this most jungler ignore someone who is losing) and we get a kill i will purposely give the kill to the laner. it helps them more then me getting kill.
