Is wanting to be the worst such a bad thing?
I've given up on trying to get good at this game. It's simply not possible. No amount of guides, pro streams, or coaching will ever make me good at this game. I've decided that I'm just going to stop trying to escape Bronze and stay here forever, because it'll happen anyways.
I've decided that because I can't win any games or have any impact on a game at even the lowest level of play that I am simply the worst at this game, but I've had people try to tell me otherwise even when the evidence proves that they're wrong. Why do people keep telling me I'm wrong for thinking this? I don't know why people want to be objectively wrong in telling me that I can get better. It's simply not possible.