I can only handle 1 game a month without losing my fucking mind.
And its usually an aram.
I've played league since season 1 over multiple accounts and the game has never been this terrible. The last summoner's rift game i played was over 8 months ago and my bottom lane fed 15 kills by 10 minutes.
Nowadays i can only stomach a single aram a month and even if its a victory i'm still tilted by how difficult the win was.
I simply HATE bad players and their impact on my games is far to monumental. A good player has little to no impact on a game. But a SINGLE bad player on my team will almost certainly cost me the game.
League of legends nowadays can be summed up as such: You can play absolutely flawlessly for 30 minutes. PERFECT rotation, CS, shotcalling etc. And if YOU make one error of judgement and get caught, you lose. Your team never backs you up. They're always shit and autistic.
I cant stand that. I shouldnt have to be the one constantly telling my team what to do, and pinging the map. I refuse to babysit.
IDK, this is the only game that makes me this way. So frustrated even after 1 death. I know the game is gonna be nearly impossible to win if i dont do well. Literally, league is the only thing on earth that makes me hate life and humanity and video game culture and i cant believe i keep giving it any second chances.