please let me out of premades

before we start.

i have never had a good encounter when i was a fill member of someone elses team

under no circumstances should i be forced to fill for them and be subjected to their faulty logic and their group mentality.

i get it, its up to me to try and make it work..... and i try and try, but it just doesnt work. they ignore me, mute me, and actively avoid me in favor of literally anything else, even if its diving the enemy team 2v5. literally diving in without any carries.

im not saying groups are bad, but I would prefer it if they had to 5 man, and were not allowed to 3 or 4 man.

i keep asking why do i have too? not others, just me, why do i have to fill for them. i dont want to, why dont i have options. im literally forced too. you are leaving me with no chances. theres nothing left for me to do here to have fun.