does league deliberately put me into mismatched games? Trying to force me to learn to carry?
This devolved into wall of bitchy text real fast btw, so whoever has nothing better to do and read it go for it Just to bring my winrate to 50%? Literally lost 16 games in a row a while back when i was 16 wins more then loses, every single game some lane got smashed and snowballed by 15 minutes, before i would have fun games, people would help and communicate and such. and now, on my main champ that has an above 50% winrate, again, it feels fucking mismatched, one lane is getting absolutely stomped and jg is useless, and i'm doomed to lose, it's so fucking annoying being so powerless, i can't fucking save 2 or 3 rolls that feed immediately the game starts, this happens consistently, not 1 game, not every couple games, EVERY FUCKING GAME. i have not had a single fucking game where somebody didn't end up fucking 0/5 by 15 minutes, no matter what lane, no matter what role, no matter what i say or what i do, never has one role failed and the rest helped pick up the slack, i'm at the end of the line of dominoes and can do nothing when they immediately fall over but await the inevitable defeat to come crashing down on me. And When god smiles upon me and I randomly get placed with people who are even slightly fucking competent, AYYYYY WE FUCKING WIN BOYS. that happens maybe once every 15 games, i'm still leveling so people are still "learning" despite my lane opponents either clearly smurfing or showing some level of competency of the game and my teammates together have the cognitive thought of a fucking gold fish. It doesn't feel fair, i hardly ever get matched with people who know what their doing and it seems that the enemy team always does. Am i doomed to somehow fucking lead these god damn monkeys to victory over and over and over and over and over again? Because that's not fucking fun, i don't want to have to argue with my team every fucking game on what should be obvious decisions, like "hey we aced stop fucking farming jg, take an objective", but no. i get god damn animals every game, it's depressing, it's not fun, i enjoy the 10 minutes that i play at the start of every game before the feeding starts. am i guilty of feeding? of course i am, but not a single game in this team game has my team somehow been able to compensate for my mistakes, they normally already made even more than i did, and my mistakes just drag the team down even further, i gank bot, adcs gets plenty of kills, top feeds, refuses to not push and is always out of position, no wards. Half the time jg afk farms and support doesn't have the term "ward" in their vocab. I watch streams so i have good ideas on what to do, and some helpful people on boards have also given me tips.But i have to do the job of fucking 3 roles sometimes(mid, jg, supp) and i wish i didn't i wish i was blissfully ignorant and fucking garbage so i didn't have to suffer through unwinnable games over and over and over. /rant.