i bought rp after many months of terrible game play where all i could do was get killed.

Since runes reforged the game slowly became harder and sometimes abusive. my mmr has often gotten stuck in a place where you cannot carry or even depend on or save a team mate.

Despite being honor 5, Despite not trolling. Despite i am not using the chat 99% of the time. and never ever flame enemies or teammates.

I decided to buy the pass and RP for the worlds event. And grab ashe's stunning new skin.

After spending all my rp and letting my mmr stabilize i was finally on a winning streak again. Finally i feel free i can actually do something without dying instantly.

Why? Why now? Where was the fun a few years, months, weeks, ago?

if you intent is to come into this thread to derail, troll, abuse me. i have no time for you. i don't want to talk to you. direct your negative feedback to the blank wall behind you.

worlds ends and so does the fun.

my friends packed their luggage long ago with league. they never wanted to hurt my feels so they never said why they quit till recently. and they are right. it's abuse. the community abuses you and riot just lets it happen. and beats everything with a stick when the dust settles. No trial. just out of context judgement.

i'm very sad. i don't like league anymore due to what it has become. this is not gameplay... this is not a game. it's just a crank... a grindy.. unforgiving..

the game jerks you around more and more. and it gets harder and worse. forever.

:(