I hate auotfill and autofill protection

I hate being autofilled but I hate autofill protection even more. It feels like most of my autofill games are huge stomps even now and I can't help but suspect it has to do with the system acting like monkey's paw. Where I do indeed get my role but the system placed me with and against other players that I normally wouldn't. Just because match making broke itself trying to get me my role.

If I have to be autofilled so be it. But don't also give me what I feel like is a fuck you for 2 more matches afterwards.