I deserve to feed my ass off and get carried just one game

I deserve it . I shouldn't always have the be the highest leveled player with the most cs and lose because someone else is 4-11 with zzrot on renekton in d3 Elo. I shouldn't have to lose a game because my mid went front line as syndra 40 minutes in and suicide costed us the game.

I deserve to fuck around and get carried. I shouldn't be the one to carry others . I deserve to pick a champ I don't play and win anyway because my team does good. I deserve one team that stomps theirs. I shouldn't have to be the player that gets gangbanged in lane over and over because my bot is already 0-14 15 minutes in and my mid and jungle are 3-13 together.

I deserve that. I've yet to get one of those teams all of today. It's just been me vs 5 people with 4 people on my team that have fed their asses off.

Starting g tomorrow I'm picking up Vayne and Lucian and I'm never playing my champs anymore. I feel if I'm going to lose because of awfulteammates when I'm tryharding , I should be able to lose when I'm atleast learning something new .

Fuck this client and fuck everything about solo queue.