Getting sick of people doing this

heres how the game went: i went into lane, hid in the bushes, saw the enemy coming, GP vs irelia lvl 1, almost immedietly i burst him down to half HP and start autoing, suddenly im dead, he ignites, IMMEDEITLY lands a Q crit, and kills me.

i ask for an early gank, get ignored, team starts harrassing me, telling me im trash, etc etc. this goes on for the ENTIRE game, getting mroe and more abusive as it goes, so now im pissed off, and have my team actually threatening me, even the ADC, who was 1/4 when i was 1/5 gets on my ass about this. they say hug tower, jsut farm, blah blah blah. so i hug tower, and whenever i try and CS, even under my own tower GP jsut nukes me, at one point he wlaked under my tower, got stunend by me, ignited, ulted, then Q'd me, then walked out all while only tkaing 2 hits form the tower, and IMMEDIELTY killing me.

now this entire time ive been literally BEGGING for help, becuas eim at 98 lp, jungler refuses to help, says im trash/scrub/noob/and a whole list of cuss words, pretty sure every single one ive ever seen. at 20 minutes into the game GP has roamed into every lane and is 9/1, with almsot 200 cs, and im at 22 cs, team is REFUSING to help me, period, our jungler straight up says its not HER job to win my lane, and she doesnt have to help me.

and then, our jungler states "F***ing trash adc and top, keeping me in silver" so i post requesting she be reported for harrassment and verbal abuse, and INSTEAD my ENTIRE TEAM asks me to be reported instead. then AFTER the game they straight up threaten me, like... get in my face, while i trying to file reports, and threaten me.

Now, im going to put this right here: I have naturally high blood pressure, soemthign i got from my dad, and when people do not SHUT UP, and CONSTATNLY harrass me, it causes my body to shut down, right now i cant feel my arms, and my veins are literally popping otu of my body. so, riot, i am going to send a copy of this to you directly, becuase i alreayd know this is going toi be pulled in 2 minuites, but because of YOUR lack of proper punishmesnt son players being enforced, i am on the verge of a full breakdown. I play for fun, and when i get ASSHOLES like the team i jsut had, it makes me want to kill myself, because i cant have fun when i have peopel threatening me, and doing nothing to help when i get outplayed, and refuse to help when i need it.

the sad part is i had a very similar game earlier today, i was struggling in lane, i was 0/1 and 20 cs behind, and getting mad, telling my team i needed help, and they were refusing. all but the support, he told the team "come on guys, he needs help" and finally the jungler came up and ganked, and i got a kill, after that i absolutly DESTROYED my opponent in lane for the entire game, one single gank was all it took to turn my lane around. ONE, SINGLE, GANK. thats all it takes, so the next time someone wants to accuse someone else of being trash, keep in mind YOU are part of that game and if THEY lose, YOU lose. dont pretend like its all on them, its on you too if you wont help everyoen in the team in a TEAM game.