stop fighting. just farm.
you know when you died twice already? stop fighting. it didn't work the first time, it didn't work the 2nd, why do you think it'll work the 3rd?
you know when the jungler specifically said "hey guys don't fight before 4, I'm weak and won't be able to help"? Is that the best time to dive and ping for a gank?
you know when the ADC says "hey don't go in, we outscale" and you jump in and feed the enemy lane bully so they can more efficiently zone your ADC? what were you thinking?
use your fucking brain. it has language processing capabilities and logic for a reason. everything has a cause and effect.
seriously, there's an easy playbook for winning games consistently. #1 avoid solo deaths, giving up farm if needed. #2 farm while avoiding fighting where you aren't guaranteed to 100% win or taking free damage #3 wait for enemy to outplay themselves with bad positioning or a jungle gank. stop trying to think you're a carry. instead make it easy for the team to carry.