the feeling when you failed hard during laning phase but then carried the game

I dont know man... This feeling makes me feel good. I dont feel good when ım fed and one shot anyone I want, because only losers love that feeling. But what makes me turn on when I play the league, is you failed hard against pantheon, barelly survived against enemy jungler dives, etc and suddenly you find yourself 1-5 stuck under the second turret but at least your farm is good. Then something happened you tp bot, you helped your team during dragon fight, and suddenly realised that you are 13-5 and the pantheon who spammed ctrl6 while pressing Q and dealing 250dmg, is 2 level behind of you. This is... This is really nice. And this makes me believe that players should never surrender.