I haven't enjoyed LoL since November 2016, what do you propose

The most fun I had with LoL was when I was gas reformed in S6, an ex-Singed/Soraka D1 player who held the rank one spot for the former elo-wise for a few weeks and fifteen for the latter. I was mistakenly permanently banned for an "unusual surge in toxicity" for two months before it was reversed, and since then, I've never enjoyed the game.

Since S7, every single game I've played has been unending torture. I flounder in the depths of D5 - D4 hell now thinking if I'm patient I will be rewarded but never am despite how I play just like I did in S6. I was even demoted to P1 once for two hours but I'm not disgusting enough to be a Platinum player.

To compensate for the fact I never enjoy the game, I love shitposting on this board among other places ironically and, at the least, never tire of that since I always ferociously laugh my ass off while drinking something. Lately, though, it's gotten pretty stale as no one seems to take it with sincerity.

I dunno, what do you propose? I am actually asking this seriously for some reason since I am tied to the game for the remaining year but can't enjoy it at all.