First placement match of S8 and i'm already done

I can officially say there is just no place for me in league anymore. I'm sick and tired of it. I don't know if it's the matchmaking? Is it bugged maybe? A glitch in the matrix? How is it possible that for all of the games in the last three days i played i play 1v2 every single game toplane while still losing every other lane, every drake, herald. I still get FB tower and it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if win or lose because even the wins are exhausting piles of shit where somehow by a miracle we made it possible to win. I just don't get it how every single one of my junglers are complete potatoes who see shyv picked and pick graves and go afk farm. Outganked, outfarmed, outjungled and i get the enemy jungler afking at my lane and lose everything on the map still. I can't make TP plays, i can't get fed, i can't roam because i'm behind from the first minute.

I get ganked from a full health lvl 3 jungler when i'm level 2. I get the level 6 lee sin insec when i and also my lane enemy are both 5. This is happening since the beginning of s7 except at the beginning it was even worse because noone could ever find out that it's possible to get level 3 on only one side of the jungle when the laners are basically level 1.

Fix the fuckin jungle already so maybe other players also have a say in how the game goes out. Make it hit harder so that i'm maybe able to punish the jungler for a badly chosen gank or that he doesn't even gank at all because he is too low.

Other possible solution is to not give me the potatoe afk farmer who loses the entire map by default and flames his teammates for "losing lane". Until then there is absolutely no reason for me to continue playing this game. As if being a toplaner isn't bad enough in the current overall shit state this game is in, nope. I also have to endure the frustration of being 1v2'd all game long WHILE losing the fuckin game. So i don't get to play the game at all while also losing the game.

Fix your garbage or find people who are willing to fix this current pile of shit.

Sincerely,

a frustrated Toplane main who would like to play a game of League of Lasagne