Please stop dying....
Especially in low elos, where CS sucks and kills are worth relatively more.....death costs more than 450g. You are also not csing or other useful stuff and allowing them to free-farm, roam, etc during the time you are dead. Keep in mind, your death time is NOT just how long your screen is gray, but also the time you waste walking all the way back to lane.
So many games are lost simply because people don't play safe and keep feeding.