I seriously need some help
I have no idea what my problem is. Since my last post, things just got worse. I've dropped to 0 LP in Gold 5 and now have a silver 2 MMR. I've tried so many different things, switched up roles, took breaks, and whatever else. NOTHING seems to work. I just seem to constantly log on and lose 3-5 before i get ONE single win. It's a crazy pattern that just does not seem like I'm able to break. My 46% win percentage is just getting worse. My team quality is just getting worse. I honestly am starting to believe I'm cursed or some shit. I'm constantly having people AFK, troll picking, or feeding hard. No one listens to pings whatsoever in at this MMR level. This is just a horrible experience right now.
I play pretty consistently and do everything I can to help the team. I feel like the skill level here is noticeable worse than what I should be at. Simple mechanics and decisions are lacking here, and it angers me that this is the level the game has placed me at. SOMETHING must be missing from myself. There must be SOMETHING I could do better to get out of this shit hole. I hate it. If anyone could help me in any way, I would appreciate it. I'm sick of this logging on and losing multiple matches shit. It's NOT fun whatsoever.
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