Something to understand when you blame your consistently garbage teammates for your inability to cli
It's not gonna change. What teammates you get you have no control over. What's the point thinking about it then? It's like complaining about how you'll die. You can't do anything about it so focus on things you can actually change, such as your own gameplay. It's life. You'll have lots of things you have no control over (genetics, ethnic race, etc) that you really can't do anything about. If you want to improve things, work on what you can change ; your character (personality) or your gameplay for example.