This game makes me feel horrible on a frequent basis
Almost every time I queue up I feel this buildup of dread and anxiety. I worry constantly about making a mistake and the inevitable shitstorm of getting yelled at it will bring. Mixed with this is frustration, anger, and bundles of stress coupled with the atmosphere this game provides. When you're tilting you feel like utter shit but you gotta win no matter what. Then you get mad at people who make mistakes to keep you from winning and the cycle starts over. Every game just feels the same, people get mad and talk shit about each other while this overall pit in your stomach just grows consistently. So why do I keep playing it? I don't get it. Surely I'm not the only one who feels this. Is it the game? Is it just me?
