I seriously tried but...

I went into a game and told my team specifically that I was no good top and preferred mid. No one cared and so I had to go Galio top. Basically, Warwick ganked about 3 minutes into the game and that gave Vladimir first blood. My jungler told me to wait and that he would come. He never came. Vladimir just snowballed after that, I didn't know what I was doing, or what I was supposed to be building so I just went with the recommended and I just kept constantly dying. Finally, realizing that I'd just get reported for inting, I decided that leaving top was for the best. No point in going top and being unable to cs because Vladimir was basically zoning me and even under tower I couldn't fight him so I went and tried getting gold elsewhere in the jungle. My team started talking of reporting me for "not trying" and "inting" when really I just didn't know what to do. As I mentioned, I told them I didn't know how to top and no one cared until I lost lane hard. While I was still in lane and asking my Xin for ganks, Twitch says something like: Don't worry, I'm fed af---and that he'd carry. Nobody cared about top even after I pinged and spammed in chat for help until Vladimir started roaming to their lanes. THEN they decided to start flaming me about not trying and inting. To be fair, I did die quite a few times (roughly around 10) but I was legitimately trying my best. I'm sure many of them reported me for inting and I think that that is unfair. I do think that if I was reported for giving up I wouldn't complain. I tried my best all throughout the game but I did give up on winning it. I have not ever in any one of my games purposely done anything to lose. When my team tried to fight a 2 v 3 and I didn't join in, they all started flaming me in chat. I didn't go in because they were all less than half health and I knew that they were going to die with or without my help. I said to Malzahar, "So you want me to die for Twitch?" and he replied, "Yes." So if I died I'd be reported for feeding, but if I didn't die I'd be reported for trolling? No matter what I was going to get reported, what should I do? I tried my best, I didn't know what I was doing that game and it is clearly shown in my score. Some of you might look at it and say, "You died that many times, you were obviously inting," and if that's what you think then that's fine but I know I wasn't intentionally doing anything to lose the game.

This was the game and my score: https://gyazo.com/73fb4171758492e5c5e94559762bbce7