Yo. Dyrus. You're not a plumber. Ain't that nuff?
Half o' us just wishin' we had as many fans when we get a kick that paints our ass red.
You can be strong.
Trust me.
But should you feel like being the puss that you're not, just listen to this music (or play to it) and get over the shit a niche corner of the world know about: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJ8sLgHxa88.
The majority of the world still doesn't know what League is. Put some money aside, live like a hobo (like the person whose job you took) or you'll be paying a spiritual debt forever. And debts against God are worth more than any reputational shit you trying to work out with a bunch of teens that would like to waste their lives clickin' buttons rather than saving the hearts God intended them to... like that Voyboy dude.
Found a college house (not a gaming house) and make sure to invite TRM with ya, if you care about the afterlife any.