I really try... and try... and try... I know it's not my teammates. I don't blame them at the end of the game even if they are 0/99 I always think, i coulda done better, i coulda fed this or that. I suck... I play this game 24/7 i don't do anything else but play league. I swear i barely sleep... I am still in silver 1... I suck. so much man... Hurts my selfesteem to be honest... what do i do?
Still better than me lol. You actually made it to Silver 1, I don't really bother at all.
You really want to know what will make you feel better? That you will get better. Every step that you will ever take in your life, be it League or anywhere else, will always be one to inform you of the world around you and the things you do. The person you will be tomorrow will have experienced things you have never seen yet and will be the better person for that. You look at yourself now and, by your words, you think you're bad. I'm not in the position to tell you that you're better than you think you are, but I do think you should make sure to not give up. Every loss you make today will paint the picture to your victory tomorrow. Every step you take now, even if it doesn't feel good at the moment, will bring you somewhere new and somewhere better. You think you're bad? No, you just haven't taken enough steps yet to see and experience the things you need to have learned. Keep fighting, keep playing, keep moving on, there is a better future out there and I promise you that if you continue stepping forward you will reach it.
You are already past the hardest part: admitting you suck. Just keep your chin up and focus on improving. It'll show results soon :p
Lol.
I play 24/7 and i'm still bronze5.
Obviously, being good is the best way to get rid of what you're feeling. What I mean by that is rather than focusing one each game as if you could've done more you should focus on why you think you're bad in general. Do you not practice the game enough? Do you not understand it enough? Are you simply not gamer material? Identifying the core problems behind you being "bad" is what can allow you to move forward and improve. And ask yourself this - do you truly care? P.S: If you can't identify your own game problems, which could very well be the case, ask a friend...or anyone. People love to criticize. Post some of your games on youtube, have people spectate you, w/e. If you want to improve, you'll find a way. Ask yourself once again - do you truly care? P.S.S: This applies to everyone who thinks they're bad.
Just don't take your games too seriously. Just relax and have fun. You'll be able to improve this way.
Thank you all for the comments... I keep uninstalling the game out of rage and reinstalling it back when i am calmed down... fml haha
