Help me prepare for ranked and get rid of some stress
Yo, first thanks for taking the time to read this and possibly help me, and I'm not sure if i'm really at the right place but, I believe it fit in.
Here a bit of context: So I want to start this season ranked soon, last season I ended silver 1 and almost got gold but ran out of time since I started really late. But you see, I suffer of very bad stress, I like to play and I like to have competition but what ruins it all for me is getting blamed and fear of failure/disappointing others. Since I'm working for those very same thing to stop crippling me in real life, I've been thinking if I can get them to stop crippling me in game maybe it will help.
So here we are, first if you have tips and trick to deal with others opinions in league go ahead, any tip is welcome. Mind you I very rarely rage. Otherwise, being "ready" and having a plan to win and confidence before going in the queue is something I'm looking for. So I'll be listing position and champions that I play and my best bet. I'd like some insight on which champions to add and remove from my list too :P
TOP: one of my favorite position, I usually feel at home and there isn't much match up that I fear.
Champions I play top:
I enjoy him a lot and find myself to usually do well enough, one of the champion I don't fear using even against counters.
Unless I end up against a ranged top like vayne or a good teemo I should do good, I think.
I love playing malphite, it's pretty enjoyable and I don't have much difficulties. Usually, even if I fail in lane I can still make up with my sheer usefulness in team fight.
I can do good, I can do bad but most of it is because I don't play him often.
I used to play him a lot for a while, but I'm not so sure of myself anymore when I pick him.
I used to main her, I love her and I'm pretty confident with her, but I had some pretty hard fails recently...
I can use some animation cancels, but not all. I like her and can succeed, but I'm far from being the best riven around and I don't want people to say you "shit riven"...
MID: This is quite a good spot for me, but only with a rare few champions... And I get utterly demolished by zeds...
Space aids! I'm a pretty confident malzahar, and i enjoy pushing to death and beyond my lane and take down two tower pretty fast when I can :P
I had some fails, but I had some epic moments where I became unstoppable too, a reliable pick most of the time, I know the limits of what I can do and can't do.
I picked him up because I hated going against him, I used to be quite good, but I'm afraid to play him since the nerf/buff since I mainly used his ult to cut off a path.
ADC: Far from my best place, but in dire situation I can take care of it.
She's pretty much the only ADC I own, else I've got vayne but I usually fail much more.
Support: wooooh something I can do, but don't enjoy doing much.
Woohooo here come walking HP, not very hard to play, most of time I find myself to rely too much on my ADC...
I'm pretty good with this game, I often find myself by mid game being able to 1v1 the enemy ADC, my top 1 support.
Jungle: My dark beast finally! I looove jungling I'm quite good (I think) at it, yet I'm freaking afraid to do it, because I feel so much pressure.
My most reliable jungler, I can usually carry or feed my lanes unless there's a decent shaco in the enemy jungle and he come to kill me early...
Yeah I can jungle warwick, who can't?
I own Vi, but I've never really taken her to the jungle i used to play her top, I know she's pretty strong right now, should I go and learn her jungle?
I've been quite successful with his jungle, quite healthy deceptively tanky early because of stat steal and great damage. I'm quite good with pillars.
I like elise, but... yeah people probably don't like my elise xD, unless they're on the enemy team.
Soo that's about it, I don't know if I've missed something if I did I'll edit it in, if you have any questions about specific feel free to ask.
Also, do you guys think it's better to use fewer champions in ranked or a more wide range?
jungle -
adc -
support -