From feeling defeat to positive feelings for TFT

Yesterday, I played 5 games. All with 15 minute queues. I ended up going 6th, 8th, 6th, 4th, 6th. By the time I've lost my 5th round, I felt really defeated by the RNG, felt like there was nothing I can do and felt the game mode sucks.

Today, I played 8 games with no queue time. Placed 1st twice, 2nd twice and 4th for the rest. I felt like I actually learnt stuff in these games. the 1st place games I won with comebacks while being at 4hp for when only 3 people died.

The game really felt much better this time. I knew exactly what I did in order to be placed 1st, while RNG played a part of it, a large part of it was reading the RNG. It felt really good when the whole comp clicked.

Now I don't know if this is because of my TFT MMR dropped over night, or if it is the queue times cos losing felt less bad, maybe a combination of both, but I can say now that I do enjoy TFT.