Yesterday I saw a dream about Kalista and when i woke up i was crying [Real Story - Dream Concept]
Yesterday i saw a dream about League of Legends - Kalista
mostly and i can't understand what happened with my life during that time, firstly i have never seen any dream about League before even though i play it for a lot of years and i also did not had any interest in Kalista specific. I know it might be a stupid idea to post about it here but i can't hold it anymore because it caused me some psychological problems and here is the only place where i can talk about it.
The worst thing is that for some reason i can't remember any of the phrases that she or the others in the dream said but they were definately not things that i would ever say or think so it was not from my brain. I also can't remember all of the things that happened and some parts did not make sense at all like most dreams. When i woke up i was crying for some reason and i tried to write down in a paper everything that i remembered before i forget these too, here is what i remember:
1st stage: It started with a big golden palace/castle or a large golden univercity i can't describe it because i was inside so i don't know what it was. There was a big celebration and many people that i know in real life together with characters from the league universe were dancing/eating etc i am pretty sure it had something to do with Jarvan because he was at the top of the stairs announcing stuff, i saw these things firstly although i was not there myself, i was lying sick in one of the beds on the upper rooms. The party was very big that it spread even up there with baloons and stuff, i heard voices coming closer to the room, and then i saw Ezreal, Kalista, 1 guard in armor and 2 people i know in real life coming into my room. Ezreal sat in the bed next to mine - which means we shared the same room probably because his jacket was there and he was talking with the others and laughing. Kalista sat in my bed where i was lying and i told her out of nowhere ''i love you more than anything else in the world''. I don't know why i said that probably my ''character'' in the dream was in love with her, then she touched my head and said something, damn if i could remember the phrase - she said something irrelevant about dragons but the philosophy in that phrase was so deep that i would never imagine something like that. I also can't remember anything that the others were saying to each other but they were random things that i didn't cared about.
2nd stage: Then suddenly the dream fast-forwarded and we were all outside with thousands of people continuing the celebration - i was not sick when the dream went forward , i found myself and Kalista sitting in a bench somewhere and i told her that she is the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me and that i want to be with her forever - again don't judge me it was my character in the dream who was saying these things. I can't remember what she said next, but i remember it was not a direct response to love but she meant it with other words and wanted to make sure that i believed what i said. Then we left the bench and went to the crowd, again i can't remember anything of what they were saying but i remember Draven's face looking at people and laughing the moment we went close.
3rd stage: The final stage, the dream fast-forwarded again, not very much forward but around 3-4 minutes from the 2nd stage. Me and Kalista were together having fun, i had never felt so much love before - it all looked like it was real, everyone was doing a lot of different activities either dancing, singing, sports etc me and Kalista together with Ezreal and 1 person i know in real life were playing the chase and catch game with other league characters. Me and Kalista were always near each other holding from the hands, then when we were running while chasing the others we saw Kindred running and she had a big butt for some reason - yes some parts don't make sense, Ezreal caught Kindred because he used his teleport ability, me and Kalista were laughing and then the dream ended.
The dream might not make a conclusion at all but that's 95% of what happened , when i woke up i was crying for at least 10 minutes and i was thinking about Kalista - it never happened to me before from a dream. But what i am troubled with mostly is how did she and other people in the dream say things that had such deep meanings that i would never ever imagine to say them or even think about them myself? That means these things were not in my brain which brings again the question what the hell are dreams, are they magic? What are they, i can't explain it.
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