No, based off a few sentences that were typed I can't make that kind of analysis. However, I can make that kind of analysis after having read all of your posts dating back as far down as my screen would allow me to see them. That much typing? Yes, I can do it with that much typing. Check this out, I can also figure this out about you. You're last 3 or so messages to me weren't you arguing with me, they were you trying to convince yourself that I am wrong by attempting to discredit me. That's why you repeat yourself over and over. Repetition is usually ones attempt to either remember something or convince someone (even themselves at times) to believe a falsified version of reality. I had no intentions of coming back. However, I picked my career because I care, and you seem like someone who needs to be cared about. My career does teach me that you can only help one who wants help. Once it's obvious that they don't want help then all you can do is tell them that you'll be there for them when they're ready, and that while you won't abandon them, there isn't anything that can be done until they're ready other than support them and be there when they are in need. Getting there hopes up that they can be helped before it's realistic does way more damage than anything can since it can rip the hope out of them. Kind of a dark truth, but a truth nonetheless. While I do care, and would be there for you if you weren't someone over the internet, there is nothing I can do to help you because you are not ready for help. Rest assured, you do need to actively do something about this. Vent to a friend. Find a new hobby. Hell, when it comes to anger, you'd be surprised how often it's a result of having too much energy contained (that's the biggest reason so many people that play this game have anger issues btw, because they sit at their computer never using their stored up energy so they become frustrated) so maybe you should take up a physical activity. Anyways, I did want you to know that I'm not leaving frustrated, bothered, or annoyed. You don't have that kind of power. Until you can learn to control yourself you will not have that kind of power. All the power that you think you have is only in your head. Honestly, when people realize that is when they are ready to heal. You need to find some time to meditate on this man. It would do you a world of good. Or....post a bunch of hateful shit, and remain angry. Beyond this point, you will remain in your anger alone. Being upset only affects you. You are the only one not having a good time because of it. You are literally punishing yourself for nothing. I wish you nothing but the absolute best, and that you get everything you want in life.
P.S. I apologize if you took offense to anything I said. My goal is not to offend you, but to help you. I've never been one to sugar coat, and honestly, in my line of work, people know when you're lying or taking it easy on them and they either lose trust for you (trust being extremely important) or they try to walk all over you (which is also bad since they'll see it as a false sense of power which perpetuates the addiction). Not everything I say makes everyone smile, but everything I say is truthful. All you have to do is listen. I intentionally made this long so that you understand that I care enough to put this much time into it. However, until you are ready for help, you will just continue to be angry. While you can overcome these things yourself, I do advise letting someone know about it as a support system. "Hey man, I'm trying to play less video games (or league, or whatever other vices you might have) because they make me upset. While I'm not cutting them out of my life, I would like it if we could find a non-video game activity to take up. I think it would help me be a happier person in general, and we'd have fun". Something that simple. If you ever truly want to discuss these things (I won't accept hateful conversation, only positive forms of speech, that's always the rule) then I will honestly be willing to help you out. I do recommend someone you either know or can physically see in person because there's not much one can do about things like this from online, but nonetheless, I'm willing to offer my assistance to you. I know you won't take me up on it, but sometimes just knowing you have the option is what gets the ball rolling. I wish you the best, and have a wonderful day. :)