/me Can reform people (I feel like it did to me)

So today I was normally playing LoL when suddenly I got my entire chat cleaned and there was a yellow message in my chat with italic fond "
Due to the decision of the Player Behavior Tribunal, your account has been suspended permanently after this game"

I freaked out I thought this can't be happening I was out of my mind because I was pretty toxic moths ago when I was playing ranked and ranked tilts me a lot... I almost started crying I asked myself like is this it? My final game on this account? Played since late 2012, spent over 1500$ and now my account is gone?!?! I really felt like it's a perma ban you know account is gone for good and after the game I see it's a message from one random friend I added he used /me. I felt relieved but at the same time something changed I just felt different in some weird way like,better and happier and just..it's hard to describe but definitely something changed in my way of communication in game(on a positive way).

So I do not encourage anyone to try this and troll others but it can have positive ending...