AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I have been trying so hard to find fun in League. I just cannot do it. The things I want to play in this game are all under powered and completely useless. I struggle so hard, but I cannot carry games even with a lead. When my teammates feed, I cannot do anything to help because the instant I go in I end up dead.

From Silver 2, all the way down to Silver 5... Likely heading straight for Bronze. I had almost a 70% win rate earlier this season, when I hit Silver 2, now I'm down to a 46% win rate.

On my other account, which is Silver 1, I failed my promos to Gold FOUR TIMES. Even with a Diamond smurf duo'ing with me the last time, we could not win these games. I had over a 60% win rate on that account.

I was going to quit this game at the end of pre-season but decided not too. I gave this season a chance, but I am so disappointed with the direction League is heading.

Starting with Season 7, slowly I began to lose interest in League.. now Season 8 I actually hate this game. Literally everything about this game pisses me off. The plants, the new Rune system, the Champions that keep getting released. Everything Riot Games is working hard to make these days, I absolutely loathe. I wish every champion released after Jinx was just scrapped completely and removed from this game. The 'new' mechanics that were put in starting with Yasuo have ruined this game.

Yea, it'll never happen but still, I don't even know what to make of this game anymore. I sincerely wish there was another game that was actually fun because every time I queue up for a game on here I end up hating myself and League of Legends. This game has nothing left for me, but I don't have anything else to play. Miserable, just completely miserable.

I wish I could have fun, like I used to playing this game...........

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