Like, it doesn't feel good to be angry or disappointed in my teammates. They don't follow pings? They don't come to dragon? They don't push their lane? They don't help? Any mistakes that I feel shouldn't be made annoys me. I don't know why I'm this way. It sucks, tho.
Think imma try this "turn off chat" thing Riot actually gave us despite how many people were criticizing it over the past however many years. See if it fixes my mood.
Well, tbh you just have to give up on trying to win, and just fck around. That way the game becomes much more fun, and you wont care so much about your teammates.
The matchmaking system is trash, since you will get matched or be against boosted players ebay accs and whatever. The game is not decided now by the better team, but by the worst player. That is what makes everyone negative when they try to climb. Your impact on the game is minimal compared to a boosted noob...
The problem might not even be you, frankly. This game puts you in situations where you always, always have one person straight up not caring about the game. That's disrespect of your time. You might not realize it, but it's worse than getting punched in the face -- the person is taking away time you will NEVER get back for no real reason other than their own lack of respect for others.
But Riot tells you not to react. It's ok for someone to first-time pick in ranked. It's ok for someone to pick a 43% WR champion and doom your game before it started.
"this game sucks, I'm gonna stop playing it now". - me, 2019/05 "dammit this game is fun again, I'm gonna play nonstop for one full week during my holidays". - me, 2019/07
Difference? Mental hardening (handling criticism especially. I do still have issues with flaming others but at least when ppl flame me I react better).
Yeah dude it can be exhausting. I gave up on trying to be higher ranked a long time ago. I lowered my expectations. I rarely get tilted by other people in this game anymore. The only thing that tilts me now is my own mistakes. I expect nothing of my teammates. It helps.
