I really want to quit this game.
And before you downvote, NO IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF [incoming list of general boards complaints]
- This or that champion is broken/weak/OP
- Balance sucks I hate this game [wants to 1v5 and it's games fault when I can't]
- Yasuo, Akali, Riven, Pyke, Zoe, Yuumi, Aatrox, Jinx
- Banned for no reason [actually a legit reason]
- My team sucks [I refuse to cooperate with them]
- The enemy team is too hard [my team and I refuses to cooperate]
- ETC
No, none of that. I want to quit because TBH almost every game that I've played this year has felt unfair. Every lane feels unfair. Every champ matchup feels unfair. Matchmaking feels unfair. Team comp feels unfair. Wins feel unfair. Losses feel unfair. Never do I feel that "Hey, everyone did their best and that was an amazingly fun game!" anymore. It's always "We lost because of this" or "We won because of that" and those reasons are usually something that's blatantly beyond any single player's control.
For example, I'll bring up matchmaking fairness. I drop down maybe 2 whole ranks straight because the enemy team is organized, coordinated, structured, does everything they should do and make minimum mistakes. On my side, people refuse to ward, group, push objectives, help each other, or anything positive to the team [read: ACTIVELY CHOOSING TO DO THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT THEY SHOULD BE DOING] for no logical reason. It's like I was matched with everyone who shouldn't be in the ELO that I am (was) playing at against players well above my team. Just when I'm ready to complain about everything and stop, I'm grouped with an ADC who (maybe I'm just dumbfounded by wonder, but) could do literally everything correctly. I mean, they positioned right, always followed my lead, knew exactly what to do, who to target, when to do it, wordlessly understood my intentions, let me lead engagements when necessary, like...by the 15 minute mark they and I were 2v5'ing the enemy team, and the enemy team was not bad at all. They were playing well, warding, roaming, helping eachother, performing in ways that you'd expect form good players. The difference being, that ADC was just AMAZING. The other players on my team were great, too. But that ADC...WOW.
My point being, it just felt unfair*. When I'm winning, I'm grouped with players incapable of basic strategies. At the end of a losing streak of like 10 games, I'm grouped with not only people who could hold their own properly but a player who was beyond great at the game against an enemy team who just couldn't keep up. I'm not complaining, neither; It was a welcome adjustment that I didn't have to super try-hard alongside players that don't matter. Losses just felt unfair. Winning just felt unfair, like it was a complete mismatch.
The game feels unfair and I don't want to play anymore. [zombie-brand-facepalm]