Im just here to blow off steam

So im going to openly admit to intentionally throwing a game which is not my style i am not a toxic player i CAN be toxic but not that bad compared to what you might see when on the rift normally. let me tell what happened though i was playing and me and were pushed against our tower hard and constantly. So naturally we pinged for the JG to come gank over and over and he started complaining about about our mid feeding he was like 0 / 3 at the time and it seemed like everything was headed towards a loss. Either way the jungle never came he just farmed , he didn't gank any lane at all and continued to talk shit to the team and we were asking nicely. So then later on the game made a weird shift they;re stated coming mid and completely neglected top lane so our Gnar took tier 1 & 2 and suddenly we started coming back eventually after making some picks mid lane and some in the jungle here and there. Now that were winning like at this point its like a 95% chance were stomping and taking the nexus, this jungle is yet STILL TOXIC and talking shit directly to me how my farm is this and that even though were mid half the time. Like i had to time to run bot lane and grab some cs to miss potential picks with my traps.

That all being said i snapped like your winning the fucking game and your STILL talking shit, condescending us like if you single handily got us this far when it was literally effort from everyone on the team as a WHOLE that did. Which was my pride speaking to me i just suddenly felt that this guy did not deserve to win like honestly i never seen such a disgusting attitude when WINNING the game ! so i got sick of him and i told him to go fuck himself and i stayed AFK in the base and i told everyone on the enemy team what he did and why i wanted to lose.

By all means im definitely in the wrong here i do not do this normally and i do have much respect for the game and that same pride fuel my anger towards this jungle. I just wanted to tell what happened and blow off some steam from that match. Has this happened to any of you ?