Got trash talked; need help
Just got crushed by a Diamond 1 mid (I'm Silver II). After the game, he was so rude to me in the lobby. He called me trash, told me he would shit on me with any champ, that I should go back to bronze.
I had no idea how to respond. I rarely leave my house irl and always got along with my parents growing up, so I have NO IDEA how to handle confrontation. He was hurting my feelings so badly, I felt like I wanted to die. Instead of going out to buy a gun, I curled up into a ball and cried. How am I supposed to deal with people like that? He's a better player than me, and probably a happier person as well. Should I just kill myself? I can't think of any other way to escape this horrible shame I feel.