Do you deserve to be in your rank?
I have played League of Legends since late season three. I played with friends who already had level 30 from the beginning and very quickly learned how talk trash. I, along with other people of around my rank (I'm silver 5), felt that I deserved much higher ELO than I had. I thought I deserved around high gold or low plat.
After spending season 4 in bronze 1 and giving up, I decided to start anew in season 5 and ended up winning eight promo games, but I was again placed in bronze 1. I quickly found that the positive individuals I encountered in my promos disappeared, and from there to the end of the season I had at BEST 1/3 non-toxic ranked games.
Despite all of this, I found a duo queue partner and got myself up to silver 5, which was my season goal. I played
jungle when sated was really strong and he played
mid. With this combo, we won a ridiculous amount of games, and my current ranked
winrate is still at 69%.
Yet still, there I was in silver 5. With 28 W/ 24 L (54%), I was still in "Elo Hell." I finally realized that I wasn't dedicated enough to carry myself in the long run and wasn't skilled enough to quickly climb. I had greatly improved on use of the mute button, ignoring people, and, finally, learning from my mistakes (As Doublelift puts it, "You have to play to improve, not to win"), but I don't think I'll be trying to hard to get gold this coming season.
I have decided that I have no true desire to climb ranks, and, therefor, do not deserve any higher rank than I have now.
So what do you think? I've added a poll to make it easier to see results, but leave a comment if you wish to be more specific. Do you deserve better than you have? Worse? Are you in the right rank?
Well, I have said what I wanted to, so I'm off. I'll be playing normals and Legend of the Poro King this Christmas. If you wish to join me, my name's Koror. I play on NA(cl), and will be having quite a bit of fun messing around.
P.S. Yeah, 54% is not amazing, but when a champion has that sort of winrate, the champion is usually "OP." Some challenger players maintain no higher than ~55%, so I'll take it. P.S.S op.gg page: http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=koror