You know what's worse than losing?
Getting a rank you're excited about and feeling confident, then after going 1-2 in a new division to be at 0 LP and you get absolutely wrecked in your main role.
I didn't drop back to my past division, but I'm definitely in normals for a moment because I got crushed harder than I think I ever have been lol. Played jg vs Jarvan and he got fb mid on a level 2 gank, stole went top after mid and burned top's flash, then managed to be at the same lane within 3 seconds of my arrival on the first 5 ganks I tried to make while also invading to push me out of my jungle, steal some of my camps, and getting a kill bot lane in addition to counter ganking every single move I tried to make. I wasn't even playing against a
and I was just told "Hey, you. You don't get to play league today. Get the fuck out of my jungle, I don't care if it's on your side of the map, I'm taking it anyway."
It just, it hurt so bad. I didn't know a game could go that bad.