This game MADE me toxic...
I noticed something the last days... I am toxic... I flame, I startt to caps stuff like "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME" when stupid plays repeat...
I was shocked when I noticed how agressive I get in this game... Thats not me...
I never was like that before I played LoL, on LANs, online games, multiplayer, no matter what... I was always taking defeat with a laugh. Hell, I can play Monopoly without threatening to kill someone... Well, at least I could.
Maybe its because in every other game, me winning or losing is actually based on my skill vs the enemy skill, and not with 4 random factors I have no controle about...
Anyway... I became toxic and I dont like it... I like the game, but I dont wnat to get more like... this.
Any tips how I can regain my calm personality? How I can survive this Hell called the LoL community, without becoming part of the demons?