Leagues has changed me.

breakordoom444·5/22/2017, 1:48:11 PM·1 votes·331 views

So back then i was quite the longer, never talked to anyone at school, and i was actually suffering from depression and alot of peer pressure. one day my bro came up to me and told me to play this cancerous game called league of legends, 2 years into playing it, the game changed me alot, from a longer to the popular kid, from the silent to the loud and my depression is only mild(from the salt and toxicity in this game) but that dosent bother me alot, but now my personality is diffrent, i have a mild case of megalomania,shortest line(of anger) in the world. the point is, what can i do to change myself?, quitting league is not going to help me, ive tried, its quite useless, i tried other games, still didnt work.

11 Comments

Contagion875/22/2017, 1:55:59 PM2 votes

Find a therapist if you do not have the self-discipline to be who you want to be as a human being on your own through perseverance and reflection. Part of growing up is figuring out what you want out of life. you are depressed, you are missing something in your life. You play games to fill a void. Games serve as distractions. You need to Live life. Make a goal in real life. Find out what is missing. Maybe it is love, maybe it is financial freedom. Maybe it is boredom or lack of nutrition and exercise. Life, just like any game, is trial and error. You will not find the answers anywhere. This answer I am giving you will be re-worded by someone else but the message is the same. Find meaning in your own life. Be sure it is YOUR meaning, not someone else's influence. Anyway, good luck. I am 29 and going through something similar but as you can tell from my attitude, I am working on it. Keep your head up~

Sarchiapon5/22/2017, 1:56:20 PM1 votes

All in all, being too much lively is way better than being depressed. I don't really think you got any problem.

barson bazooka5/22/2017, 2:00:22 PM1 votes

I play games because I'm passionate about them, but I too have become a warped version of me due to a toxic competitive environment, I started out as the "report for toxic please" and nothing else, but now I'm one of them. I don't wanna be this :(

Contagion875/22/2017, 3:36:16 PM1 votes

If you want to find motivation anywhere but within yourself, you are out of luck. Find inspiration, read books. Spend your time doing what makes you happy. If you want a different result, you need to do something different. Repeating your daily routine in life is not fulfilling. So do something different, you are bored with your life.