I have a confession to make

I think I only enjoy playing aram now. I've been playing this game for about a year and a half now, started in May of 2013. At one point I considered seriously getting into this game I started playing unranked draft a lot once I hit 30 and dominated and carried a lot of games ( grant it I did main at one point ). I actually started ranked at the end of 2013 and got into Silver 1 I thought I was getting good at this game. The problem was when I started ranked in 2014 I was getting wrecked and I mean like going 0-10 most games wrecked. Which was almost untinkable before. I stoped playing this game to the degree I did before at one point I probably played around 20 games of unranked draft a week but by spring of that year I was down to about 10. Then I took about a month break from playing and when I came back I have never been the same. IDK if the people I'm playing are better or If I've just regressed as a player. I can see the mistakes I make just don't know how to fix them. I'm not sure I'll ever really get into soloque again. I like how aram is simple and fast passed and how it takes up less of your time grant it it's not balanced. With SR there's a lot of crap mainly farming and last hitting a technique that I never cared for. Also it's impossible to get 5 people organized on ARAM this is less of an issue. While I like the format of draft, the pre game chat can often be chaotic I hate it when people instacall and don't follow pick order. I don't want to play blind pick because well that's for noobs. For some reason I'm nervous to play SR now so I just keep playing ARAM