Seriously considering quitting this game.
Im so tired of it taking up my weekends, when it mostly isnt even fun. Most of the time im aruging with trolls, and losing games because of teamates deciding to feed. Its impossible for me to climb in ranked any more, and honestly it isnt even fun to try to win anymore, because any progress i make, is instantly destroyed by a teammate, or even my own mistakes admittedly. It seems nearly impossible to have fun in this game anymore, due to the horribly unfair ranking system. If i win 55% of my games. Then why does my mmr go down? It doesnt make sense to me. And its really really tedious to play ranked now.
It just isnt even fun most of the time, but i feel addicted. I dont even know whats bringing me back, Maybe a hope for winning? I get really hyped thinking about ranking up, most of the time. But recently ive only been falling in rank. And it seems impossible to do any better.
League feels like an addiction. I dont even want to play anymore, and i only think of it fondly while im not playing it. But once i actually play it, I never have a good time.