I just... Need to talk.
Ever had a match where even though your teammates are not trying to feed, it still feels like they're trying to lose? I just had that. I was playing Jinx, went 9/3 in the laning phase just to find out everyone else had fed like crazy and I was getting one shot left and right. Well, no problem, we can still do it. But my teammates won't defend lanes... I'm stuck trying to defend lanes by myself half the time while they jungle or, god knows what, and the enemy team keeps coming for me. At least two of my teammates were on the ball however, and we responded and killed the gankers.
But every time, my teammates just did something astoundingly... Self-defeating. Like, we wiped the enemy team, did baron, we all have full health, mid lane is open with no tower defending the inhibitor, I try to push... And they all recall. The entire enemy team is back up by the time my teammates run mid.
But no problem, right? We have the baron buff! We go for the inhibitor, enemy team initiates on our Jayce, I start attacking them, they turn on me, I kill one of them and take one of them to half health before they get me down and my GA procs. Then I notice I have no teammates around me. I look and they're all running away, everyone at full health except Jayce who's at half. Once I come back up and get killed for good, they actually go back and get themselves killed.
Then our Jax DCs for nearly two minutes while I struggle to defend bot and top lane at the same time while my teammates are STILL HE JANGLE. Enemy Jax burns his summoners and kills me. The enemy team then pushes in and thrones us.
I mean... That was so depressing. Even the few times they stuck by me during a team fight, Zed and Jax would jump me and my teammates woud just watch. No attempt to pull Jax off me, or to shield me, or even to attack them. They'd rather all chase the Tristana who just used rocket jump.
And then, just for good measure, by the end I found out I had built more MR than anyone else on my team and more armor than everyone but our Jax.
Always ready to cry.