Lately i realised

Caytheles·Sep 18, 2015·8 votes·987 views

My recent posts have been nothing but nonsense, My life outside of league has been rough so i guess my focus was not on par. I play league of legends to have fun, however the stress from the real world made me forget that. I am a music major who dropped out of college for personal reasons, and i stopped singing. Lately i have been so depressed that i have been sucking. i have also been thinking impossible things "Like my loving beautiful girlfriend leaving me"

I recently went to go sing at my Ex Choir teachers new job event "It is called Living Christmas tree" and the joy i felt singing again was just... amazing.

So first off i would like to Apologize to anyone i have treated rudely on the boards. and would like to get some support by leaving a "I Believe" in the comments.

Thanks for listening. Sorry for being salty.

Oh also, when on tilt, do what you love to do best. (For me it is singing)

7 Comments

AlljoySep 18, 20151 votes

/pats

Amumu

WolfessSep 18, 20151 votes

I Believe.

Sometimes It's nice to take a break and try doing something you used to enjoy doing in the past. Being what it is, league already creates enough stress in most situations. It's good to have a thing to dissipate that stress calmly and hopefully in a creative and fun way. I recently went back to playing an old MMO that was re-published by a different company after it got shut down on an old one a few years back. Been having some good fun with it. Just need to find some of those "feel good" moments and enjoy yourself ;)

AlljoySep 18, 20151 votes

What is it, the MMO, if you don't mind?

WolfessSep 18, 20151 votes

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What is it, the MMO, if you don't mind?

eh, it's not really that awesome as far as MMOs actually go on today's standards, but it's a personal like for me for a few game features like being able to actually play as all the classes with just one character and being able to use some skills you have on some classes and 'subbing' them onto another one. It's called Dream of Mirror Online (DoMO for short) and it's technically labeled as a social mmo, but for my personal tastes I think it has a decent balance of things

AlljoySep 18, 20151 votes

It looks entertaining enough, I think I'll give it a looksie.

Jolyne CujohSep 18, 20151 votes

Thanks for your message of positivity its honestly really comforting : )

TBakesSep 18, 20151 votes

Glad you feel better :)

This is an underrated sentiment. Many people fail to stop and think "Why am I upset right now?". Is it really about the game? Is it really about that OP champ? Is it really the AFK/feeder/toxic player? Or is it something deeper? What else is going on in your life? How is your job/school? How are your relationships? How is your health, mental, physical, spiritual, emotional? Sometimes all it takes is a brief break to breathe and reflect. Find the roots and pluck the negative energy from that place. If you do not, then those emotions will grow, like vines, into the rest of your Self.