How Toxic Was That?
All this 'toxic' talk seems to be taking its toll and I made a post about it. In case no one saw that, I thought to give this a shot;
Some time ago, one weekend, I started playing a few games, but when I get more and more game losses, I get more and more jealous and angry. My rage level kept going up and up and up, and on that point, I ended up being the most out-of-control, the most emotional, and absolutely the biggest rager ever known on my opinion. I screamed and cussed at my teammates many, many times during the game, after the game, even before the game. In fact, I almost became as enraged, angry, and mad as The Incredible Hulk. Maybe, even madder than the Incredible Hulk.
Some teammates told me to calm down, but I was too ticked off and too enraged to listen and cussed them back immediately once or twice. Some even mocked me from what I went through, and I really hated being mocked. I feel like I became the biggest rage-o-holic beast I have ever felt.
Do you know how many monsters, especially werewolves, get completely ticked off and tear up everything when they feel like it? I was 1000 times more enraged than that. I was like, in my opinion, the ultimate rage-o-holic werewolf. So, I gave up some of my games and got blamed and ridiculed because of it.
So, on a scale of 1 to 10, how toxic was that? And on that note, I was started to get a little psychotic. OK, a lot psychotic. But, I can't help it.