Is it me? am i really this bad?
So here i am only level 24 no big deal not like D3 or anything but i feel like i am above average as a players as far as map awareness, team awareness and play ability but my account looks like garbage like i have been told that 60% of my games i will have a direct effect on the outcome 20% of my games i will lose no matter what i do and 20% of my games i will win either way but honestly i dont feel like i ever get a good team period either i carry or we lose. i want someone to carry me hahah i want a good team with some good team plays. i am currently on a 5 games losing streak where my stas are fine im all over the map helping "try" to save lanes and make plays but honestly EVERY game i play has 2 or more lanes fold by 5 min like look at my history losing games like 10-40 but then when i get a winning game its literally i will have 90% of the kills and we barely pull it off lol also i have started asking players what their rank is and im vs 1-3 players every game that are high gold, plat or even diamond and then there is me unranked with all low silver or unranked players, so i am wondering is there like an MMR that places me into such i high skill range? is it all just random? ro is this just bad luck? i mean hell am i a bad player if so can someone add me and play 1-2 games with me and give me some pointers?