Playing good vs. playing bad: matter of mentality
I peaked at D2 last season and at times felt like I could do even better than that, but then other times I'll hardcore demote despite not thinking that my playstyle is much different than before. Currently I'm at Plat 3 with D4 mmr, but I feel like that too will slowly demote to around P1-P2 mmr until I hit my big brain boost and somehow play like a d2 or better again.
I just find my own brain confusing. Why is my game mentality sometimes really good but other times god awful (I'm reminded every game if I play poorly by the lovely players of diamond league smh). I think I'm the most inconsistent player skill wise out there, but only for league of legends. I played through dark souls III for the second time a few days ago and it felt like second nature, even beating the Nameless King on my secound bout. But for leauge I either play pretty well or like garbage and hardly ever anywhere in between.
Anyone else go through bouts of high IQ gameplay only to play piss poor a few days later?