Did you notice "riot cares " and "riot don't care for you" cycles ?

In my experience my games go from enjoyable and competitive to chernobil toxic in 2 weeks if i play just every day 2 or more games , and so for 2 years or a bit more now

and after i make a pause for few days, i start getting all nice and teamworky and "we know the game" people ... magic lasts for few days and then again slowly sinking down

i also need to point out that this repeats over and over no matter how i act , how i feel or how i play, and i had really bad times and also the good one , but the pattern stays the same.

and now, after aproc 2-3 weeks i came to the point where i play out of pure habit, where thinking isn't active, where i dont really care for the outcome, and it seems like there cant be any change on better if i dont quit for few days... mybe its weekend , i dont know

To prove this to myself for 100th time, after the said pause, ill play just the same, but the outcome will be much different and better than it is now... people will simply play better than enemy does

anyone else ? do i imagine things?