Why is it so hard to play safe and farm? How do people have 11 deaths in a game and think its ok???
Each and every death I have in the game that doesn't secure an objective makes me very angry at myself, and I change my playstyle if I get even a single death before 10 minutes to make sure it doesn't happen again until late game.
I'm not going to pretend to be the best player in this game.. but in every single match, in every lane that isn't mine, one side almost always feeds 6-7 kills before laning phase ends, effectively ending the game by 7-10 minutes in.
I go out of my way to make sure that I won't feed and I know to not trade a kill for a kill unless it secures an objective or a bounty.
So many games, however, my sidelanes feed.. and feed.. and feed.. and make it impossible to carry. Even if I try to gank, by the time that vayne is 4/0, it's now too risky to try to help that lane and I have to try to secure objectives.. but it's basically RNG every single game as to which lane is going to make the game uncarryable and unwinnable.
If I die more than 3 times in a match, I get very angry at myself, and I know that it's a case of bad play, but it feels like other people in all of my games just don't even care, and die 11+ times in a match like it's nothing. Like, even when I play a brand new champion I've never touched, if I die once in lane, I'm going to rush a defensive item, play safe, farm, and ping when mia. Why is this so incredibly difficult for people to do, where they insist on still trying to duel when they're already 2-3 items behind?