Playing tanks kind of sux.....
So I like playing tanky champs, some in the jungle and mostly in top lane, but it often ends up being some of the worst fucking games I've ever played....
I mean I almost always win lane, or least I don't feed and get towers, with the occasional TPs to help my team. The problem is 3 of my past 4 games every single other member of my team fed, HARD, like 5 mins into the game it's 10-2 with me having both of those kills from 1v1ing my lane opponent or maybe 1-0-1 after a TP. At this point I literally doesn't fucking matter what I do, if I engage on a fight, I die, if I don't engage a fight, someone gets caught and we all die, or I splitpush and my team dies 4v4 or even 4v3 often enough.
CC'ing one of 4 fed enemy champs just does nothing, especially when my team, all fucking 4 of them, are behind to the point they can't burst down anyone I catch and a lot of the time they just simply don't react and use my engage as a means to run away or even just all individually attack a different fucking enemy.......
I don't fucking get it.... how am I supposed to rank up, or even keep a decent MMR, when I end up in my secondary role in top lane 9 times out of 10 and I have to play a tank cause no one else ever fucking does but never being able to actually do anything cause before the laning phase is even over my team has already fed their asses off and the enemy team is just too built for me to properly tank all the damn damage?
Oh and ofc my team is all yelling at each other, just tilting themselves further, and if I DARE tell them to stay calm or keep their cool cause we can still win if they play more safe and coordinated they then start yelling at me for any number of a thousand reasons idiots like to use in ranked.
I feel like the only times I can ever win anymore is if I play GP top or Aatrox jungle and just help out when I can but focus on scaling to late game and then personally carrying a comeback cause even if we're against a WW or Yi afk jungling they will undoubtedly feed like no other, leaving me almost every single fucking game as the only player strong enough to have any sort of impact, and if I'm not playing someone with lots of damage and/or splitpushing power I just can't force my team to do enough damage on the right targets........