Extreme burnout in mid(vent)

I don't know about you but, playing this game extremely tires me completely due to the feelings I will probably have while on the rift.

40% of it is caution because I will play against high kill potential midlaners most of the time. And one single mistake can mean the game and my morale. I guess that's better than boredom as the seasons before that meant midlaners tried their best to never interact with you whatsoever.

40% of it is disappointment because you can already know who will win and even when you are winning it doesn't feel like victory - it's a complete slaughter. Bot lane losing and then everyone deciding to make a big fiesta midlane is practically the only dynamic action you will get and it's a completely BRAINLESS game of ccing someone as my team dogpiles them without them having a chance to retaliate

19% of it is mostly relief. "I have a ganking jungler that completely out jungles their jungler? My bot lane decided to not feed entirely? I'm not playing like an absolute ape? Phew."

1% of it is mostly just memeing around in chat and emoting.

I feel like there is very little strategy when you are behind or ahead. When you're behind (at least as a midlaner) you try to look for picks or cc a carry so your team dogpiles them.

When you are ahead you take every dragon, tower, and baron in a few seconds and do the same thing as you were behind.

The game does not feel right. Alot of my friends have stopped playing. I guess it makes sense though; I could rarely ever play a game without them spewing some kind of salt or anger towards one another.