Used to have an impact on my games

Now its just ''lets hope matchmaking is on my side'' before, if i played well enough i could carry my games. Now, i feel like its impossible unless i play some hyper carry champion. I play league for fun and being forced into a meta isnt realy interesting ill pass, the new champs, even the skin designs, i can clearly see we arent the target anymore they are looking for another market and thats just means im not playing this game, HONESTLY i like the game but if i dont have ANY impact on my games, its not a game anymore, its just an adiction, wich it was already but at least i had some kind of fun, now its just completely gone, im trying, i dont afk in my games, I TRY my best, i do everything i can to win yet i cant get a single win, the botlane, jungle or mid always fuck up SO BADLY that i cant carry.

At this point, i know im playing well, if i cant rank with a 4kda and 6.7cs/min and the stats i have with my otp, then screw it, its not like getting the BIG rank will bring me anything anyways, its basically a waste of time.